There was a period of time soon after I was saved, that I was seeking the Lord so intensely. I wasn’t listing to any music or anything nor was I saying much at all in prayer. I was just listening and waiting on God for hours after I came home from work.I would sit on the side of my bed with my head in my hands – waiting. My one prayer was this: “Lord show me your Glory like You did to Moses”. This went on for weeks.
One night He did! I was sleeping and I woke to the power of the Holy Spirit in the room when a bright Light filled the room. I had my eyes closed but I could tell right away Jesus stood right at the side of my bed right a couple of feet from me! He was like a Bolt of Lightening standing right next to my bed. It was as if Heaven’s door was open right by my side and His Glory was just pouring out. His beautiful pure and Holy Light shown on me and penetrated my heart and I knew right away how sinful and impure I am.
How could I as sinful as I am, be in such pure holiness? Then He reminded me of how He shed His Blood for me to take my sins away. It took faith even in that moment to believe that. Wow – I should have opened my eyes, but I was so overwhelmed! It was like The Fountain of Life and Love was beaming all around and inside me.
Glory to God! He is so beautiful! As I laid on my back there was a stream of tears flowing out of my eyes. Like tiny faucets were turned on and tears flowing out of my eyes and into my ears then onto the pillow. How Beautiful: Love Himself.
–BobL